Shelby Michelle Stevens


Our first grandchild, a precious little girl, was born (stillborn) August 14, 1994.

Her name is Shelby Michelle Stevens.

I say is and not was because she still is, but in Heaven.


Someone encouraged us to write about her to help with our grief.

Below are a couple poems we wrote.


MY LITTLE SHELBY MICHELLE
1994 by her mother, Crystal Michelle

My daughter, Shelby, So sweet and innocent, She was so precious, So perfect.

She had beautiful, hands and feet. Long skinny legs and dainty fingers.

Tiny, round, little head, beautiful, long, dark hair.

Skinny, perfect lips, and a little, button nose.

She lay there in my arms, no movement, no tears. So still and peaceful.

Why did He have to take her? Why not me? Why God? To hear her cry, To see her tears. Just to hold her again.

My beautiful baby girl, He took her away from me. I won't hear her, calling out to me.

I won't teach her to walk, feed her, teach her to talk.

She won't go to school, or the prom, or even college.

She won't go on dates, make friends, or have parties.

I can't take her everywhere, show her off. I want to be with her, take care of her. I never will now.

My beautiful, precious, sweet and innocent, little baby girl. She is gone from me, for all my life.




Now, after 30 years, I decided to write Shelby a letter:

Dear Shelby, our precious granddaughter who has been gone from us for thirty years.

We have made it through those years without you with us … somehow.

God's comfort and the passing of time helps.

But we still miss you when we wonder what it would've been like to see you grow up.

How old are you now? Are you still a little baby, or are you thirty?

In a place where 'we never grow old', just how old are you who are in Heaven?

Do you know your relatives? Both the ones who welcomed you when you first got there

and the ones who have joined you since then.

Do you know your ancestors from way back in time?

Do you know your sibling and cousin who are there with you? Do they know you?

How about the Old and New Testament people,

the ones who obeyed God and helped us have this Bible to read about Him and His works.

What is Heaven like? Do the streets of gold sparkle?

How many colors are there? Is the rainbow of many colors as we see it or is it all shades of an emerald?

Are there animals in Heaven?

How does it taste to eat real sweet fruit with no chemicals?

Do you even eat? Do you get hungry?

What does truly pure clean water taste like?

How's the fresh air with no pollutants?

But then you don't know what those are like here because you left us too soon.

Or are you a spirit and those things are not important because you have not received your new body yet?

Do any of those things matter … when you are with God?!

I'm glad we can know you are in Heaven and that one day,

because we have accepted Jesus as Savior, we will see you again!

Happy Birthday, Shelby Michelle! We love you. Granny & Grampa Adams



"But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him." 1st Corinthians 2:9

"For since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear, neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee, what he hath prepared for him that waiteth for him." Isaiah 64:4


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